Only If You're Lucky by Stacy Willingham



ONLY IF YOU’RE LUCKY ⭐⭐⭐ (3 out of 5 stars)

🧠🔪 A slow-burn college thriller that dangles the mystery like a carrot… and takes its sweet time letting you bite it.


⚠️ Trigger Warnings

  • Murder & death

  • Sexual assault

  • Domestic abuse

  • Alcohol & drug use

  • Emotional manipulation

  • Grief & trauma


🕵️‍♀️ Quick Take

The central mystery in Only If You’re Lucky is genuinely interesting—but wow, does it take its time getting anywhere. This book slowly squeezes out information like a tube of toothpaste that’s almost empty. You keep waiting for something big to happen… but you mostly get college parties, roommate drama, and vibes until the final stretch.

By the time I finished, I wasn’t shocked, devastated, or emotionally wrecked.
I was just… relieved it was over. 😮‍💨


📚 About the Book

Only If You’re Lucky (2024) is a psychological thriller by bestselling author Stacy Willingham, known for A Flicker in the Dark and All the Dangerous Things.

This one leans heavily into:

  • Mystery & crime

  • Psychological suspense

  • Dual timelines

  • Shifting perspectives

  • College social dynamics

At its core, it’s about female friendships, identity, obsession, and the danger of letting the wrong person become the center of your world.


🧩 What Worked for Me

✔️ The core mystery (who killed who—and why)
✔️ The unsettling character of Lucy Sharpe
✔️ The slow drip of clues that does keep you reading
✔️ Themes of loyalty, betrayal, and façade

The book knows how to tease information just enough to keep you turning pages… even when not much is actually happening.


😴 What Didn’t Work

❌ The pacing (especially the first ⅔ of the book)
❌ Way too much filler college-life content
❌ The tension never fully explodes until the very end
❌ The final reveals didn’t emotionally land for me

Even when things finally pick up, it’s still a slow crawl until the last few chapters.


🚨 FULL SPOILER WARNING

⚠️ From this point on, ALL spoilers—including the ending—are included.
Proceed at your own risk. 👀💀


🔍 Full Plot Summary (With Spoilers)

Margot’s life revolves around her childhood best friend Eliza Jefferson—the confident, popular girl to Margot’s quieter shadow. They plan to attend Rutledge College together… until Eliza starts dating the mysterious Levi Butler.

Margot becomes convinced Levi is hiding something. When Eliza falls to her death after a party—last seen with Levi—he’s suspected, but her death is ruled an accident. Margot is left drowning in grief and guilt.

At Rutledge, Margot is barely surviving emotionally when she meets Lucy Sharpe—charismatic, reckless, magnetic, and immediately unsettling. Lucy comes with her own orbit: Sloane and Nicole. Margot is pulled in, flattered, and eventually moves in with them off campus.

Over the summer, the girls party nonstop, socialize with fraternity members, and—shockingly—Levi shows up, now attending Rutledge. Margot is horrified. Lucy, meanwhile, becomes fascinated with him.

Lucy is manipulative in subtle ways, playing people against each other while maintaining control. Nicole’s relationship with frat president Trevor deteriorates, and Halloween night becomes pivotal: Nicole is sexually assaulted by Trevor, with Levi witnessing it—and doing nothing.

Margot doesn’t know the full truth yet, but she senses something is deeply wrong.

During winter break, Margot visits Eliza’s father and discovers:

  • An envelope of cash

  • Evidence of secrets Eliza was hiding

Back at school, cracks widen. Sloane reveals Lucy isn’t even a real student. Margot learns Lucy had a boyfriend who died under suspicious circumstances. Everything starts to click.

At a fraternity island party, Margot blacks out after heavy drinking.

The next morning: Levi is dead, strangled.

The truth unravels fast:

  • Lucy is Eliza’s half-sister

  • She spent years stalking and imitating Eliza

  • She blamed Levi for Eliza’s death

  • She manipulated everyone to get close to him

But here’s the twist:
👉 Nicole killed Levi, mistaking him for Trevor in the dark, fueled by trauma and rage over the assault.
👉 Sloane kills Lucy to protect Nicole.

The girls hide Lucy’s body in the crawl space beneath their house and pretend she ran away.

In the aftermath:

  • Trevor faces legal consequences

  • The fraternity dissolves

  • The house is abandoned

  • The girls stick together, bonded by guilt and survival

Margot ends the book cherishing their friendship—because now, they depend on each other for safety.


🧠 Final Thoughts

I didn’t predict the killer(s), which I appreciate—but the emotional payoff just wasn’t there for me. The mystery was clever. The buildup was excessive. And by the end, I wasn’t stunned… just done.

Final Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
Solid idea. Uneven execution. Very slow burn.


📖 If You Liked This, Try These Instead

  • A Flicker in the Dark – Stacy Willingham (tighter, better pacing)

  • The Secret History – Donna Tartt (elite college + obsession vibes)

  • They Wish They Were Us – Jessica Goodman

  • In My Dreams I Hold a Knife – Ashley Winstead

  • The It Girl – Ruth Ware


💬 Have you read this one?
Did the slow burn work for you—or were you also counting pages near the end? 😅

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